1 00:00:04,430 --> 00:00:07,507 _ 2 00:00:09,600 --> 00:00:12,425 Okay, Evan. This is it. 3 00:00:12,428 --> 00:00:13,429 You ready? 4 00:00:13,432 --> 00:00:14,923 Ready. 5 00:00:21,991 --> 00:00:23,679 Oh. 6 00:00:23,682 --> 00:00:25,452 Ah! 7 00:00:38,398 --> 00:00:41,255 You sure you don't wanna go back to training wheels? 8 00:00:41,258 --> 00:00:43,255 Okay. 9 00:00:43,258 --> 00:00:44,259 You're doing great. 10 00:00:44,262 --> 00:00:45,771 Just get a feel for it. 11 00:00:45,774 --> 00:00:47,192 But you're not gonna let go. 12 00:00:47,195 --> 00:00:49,064 I'm not gonna let go. 13 00:00:49,067 --> 00:00:50,405 You let go! 14 00:00:50,408 --> 00:00:51,905 You're doing it, Evan! 15 00:00:51,908 --> 00:00:54,075 I'm doing it! 16 00:00:54,078 --> 00:00:55,679 Whoo! 17 00:00:56,686 --> 00:00:57,999 Oh, my God. Turning. 18 00:00:58,002 --> 00:00:59,520 Turning. I forgot turning. 19 00:00:59,523 --> 00:01:01,924 Turn the wheel, Evan, and lean a little! 20 00:01:01,927 --> 00:01:03,215 Turn and lean! 21 00:01:03,218 --> 00:01:04,559 - Watch yourself, kid! - Yes! 22 00:01:04,562 --> 00:01:05,763 Yes! Yes, yes, yes! 23 00:01:05,766 --> 00:01:07,451 You did it! You did it! Keep it coming! 24 00:01:07,454 --> 00:01:08,755 Buckleys for the win! 25 00:01:08,758 --> 00:01:11,558 Buckleys for the... oh! 26 00:01:12,607 --> 00:01:13,908 Evan! 27 00:01:13,911 --> 00:01:16,112 - Ow. - Hey. Hey, hey, hey. 28 00:01:16,115 --> 00:01:17,616 - Ow. - Shh, shh, shh. 29 00:01:17,619 --> 00:01:18,720 What is going on? 30 00:01:18,723 --> 00:01:20,174 Maddie, what did you do to him? 31 00:01:20,177 --> 00:01:21,728 He's fine. 32 00:01:21,731 --> 00:01:23,302 - You're all right, okay, bud? - Mommy. 33 00:01:26,209 --> 00:01:28,010 Where did you get that? 34 00:01:28,013 --> 00:01:29,814 I found it in the garage under some junk. 35 00:01:29,817 --> 00:01:31,327 Ow. 36 00:01:32,968 --> 00:01:34,805 Margaret, I... 37 00:01:34,808 --> 00:01:36,525 No. 38 00:01:36,528 --> 00:01:37,805 - No, honey... - No. 39 00:01:40,648 --> 00:01:42,119 Hey... 40 00:01:42,122 --> 00:01:43,625 You should've left it where it was. 41 00:01:43,628 --> 00:01:44,695 I'm sorry, Dad. 42 00:01:44,698 --> 00:01:46,795 Take your brother in the house. 43 00:01:54,788 --> 00:01:57,218 He was seven when you were born. 44 00:01:59,113 --> 00:02:00,521 He was gone a year later. 45 00:02:00,524 --> 00:02:02,364 That's why you don't remember him. 46 00:02:06,838 --> 00:02:08,225 How did he die? 47 00:02:08,228 --> 00:02:10,815 Juvenile leukemia. 48 00:02:10,818 --> 00:02:14,519 He got sick right after that photo was taken. 49 00:02:15,526 --> 00:02:17,326 Our lives changed forever after that. 50 00:02:19,444 --> 00:02:23,585 Three years of doctors and hospitals, 51 00:02:23,588 --> 00:02:24,814 every treatment they could find, 52 00:02:24,817 --> 00:02:26,797 but nothing worked. 53 00:02:29,719 --> 00:02:33,386 I don't understand why no one told me. 54 00:02:33,389 --> 00:02:35,126 I mean, I had a brother. 55 00:02:35,129 --> 00:02:36,966 They were in shock. 56 00:02:36,969 --> 00:02:39,966 After he died. 57 00:02:39,969 --> 00:02:42,556 They packed up his things. We moved to a new town. 58 00:02:42,559 --> 00:02:44,706 They made me promise never to tell you. 59 00:02:48,918 --> 00:02:51,188 No, it doesn't make any sense. 60 00:02:53,205 --> 00:02:56,332 They were grieving. 61 00:02:56,335 --> 00:02:59,172 I think they still are. 62 00:03:05,275 --> 00:03:09,272 So I was born 63 00:03:09,275 --> 00:03:12,776 in the middle of all of that. 64 00:03:12,779 --> 00:03:14,779 Of him being sick. 65 00:03:16,785 --> 00:03:18,786 Yeah. 66 00:03:18,789 --> 00:03:19,869 Leukemia. 67 00:03:23,235 --> 00:03:26,212 I'm... 68 00:03:26,215 --> 00:03:28,965 I'm surprised they didn't try a bone marrow transplant. 69 00:03:30,915 --> 00:03:34,042 None of us were a match. 70 00:03:34,045 --> 00:03:37,372 Not Dad, not Mom... not me. 71 00:03:37,375 --> 00:03:39,775 They couldn't find a match. 72 00:03:42,405 --> 00:03:45,262 So they made one. 73 00:03:45,265 --> 00:03:47,312 Me. 74 00:03:47,315 --> 00:03:49,575 You were a match. 75 00:03:52,565 --> 00:03:56,062 But then the cells didn't graft. 76 00:03:56,065 --> 00:03:57,495 Daniel had a relapse. 77 00:03:59,995 --> 00:04:02,915 I wanted to tell you so many times. 78 00:04:04,995 --> 00:04:07,902 But the more time that went by, it just got harder, you know? 79 00:04:07,905 --> 00:04:09,635 And I'm so sorry. 80 00:04:11,125 --> 00:04:12,626 Evan, please don't leave. 81 00:04:12,629 --> 00:04:13,977 Just talk to me. 82 00:04:24,775 --> 00:04:26,242 What were you thinking? 83 00:04:26,245 --> 00:04:29,746 That my brother felt unloved and alone 84 00:04:29,749 --> 00:04:31,512 and I didn't want him to think that it was his fault, 85 00:04:31,515 --> 00:04:32,707 so I told him. 86 00:04:32,710 --> 00:04:34,562 Well, it wasn't your place. 87 00:04:34,565 --> 00:04:37,242 I'm not a kid anymore. You can't tell me my place. 88 00:04:37,245 --> 00:04:39,047 Watch the way you speak to your mother. 89 00:04:39,050 --> 00:04:40,101 This isn't her fault. 90 00:04:40,104 --> 00:04:41,773 It's not mine either. 91 00:04:41,776 --> 00:04:43,348 You know, it wasn't my decision 92 00:04:43,351 --> 00:04:44,886 to pack up my dead brother's things, 93 00:04:44,889 --> 00:04:48,278 move to a new town, and pretend like he never existed. 94 00:04:48,281 --> 00:04:51,282 We didn't have a choice! 95 00:04:51,285 --> 00:04:52,778 You don't remember what it was like. 96 00:04:52,781 --> 00:04:55,268 The way people looked at us, 97 00:04:55,271 --> 00:04:57,858 talked about us, they judged us 98 00:04:57,861 --> 00:04:59,288 for having Evan. 99 00:04:59,291 --> 00:05:02,198 And it only got worse after Daniel died. 100 00:05:02,201 --> 00:05:04,402 And your mother was in no state to deal with all of that, 101 00:05:04,405 --> 00:05:06,565 so I thought, "Let's move". 102 00:05:07,871 --> 00:05:10,038 Fresh start, for everybody. 103 00:05:10,041 --> 00:05:11,948 You're not a mother yet. 104 00:05:11,951 --> 00:05:15,208 You don't understand that kind of loss. 105 00:05:15,211 --> 00:05:16,708 What it does to you. 106 00:05:16,711 --> 00:05:18,828 You disappeared into your grief 107 00:05:18,831 --> 00:05:21,464 and left me and Evan to fend for ourselves. 108 00:05:21,467 --> 00:05:23,168 Maddie, that's not fair. 109 00:05:23,171 --> 00:05:24,298 We tried. 110 00:05:24,301 --> 00:05:25,648 Not hard enough. 111 00:05:28,971 --> 00:05:30,298 No. 112 00:05:30,301 --> 00:05:32,434 I don't understand why you kept it. 113 00:05:32,437 --> 00:05:34,138 - We decided... - I know. 114 00:05:34,141 --> 00:05:38,274 I just wanted one thing to remember him by. 115 00:05:38,277 --> 00:05:41,015 We live with the reminder every day. 116 00:05:41,018 --> 00:05:42,706 - Staring us in the face. - All right, no... 117 00:05:42,709 --> 00:05:44,110 Isn't that enough for you? 118 00:05:44,113 --> 00:05:46,454 Yes. Yes. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 119 00:05:46,457 --> 00:05:47,917 Let me see how bad it is. 120 00:05:49,341 --> 00:05:50,578 They're really mad. 121 00:05:50,581 --> 00:05:51,582 They're not mad. 122 00:05:51,585 --> 00:05:54,586 They're... upset. 123 00:05:54,589 --> 00:05:57,178 They were yelling. A lot. 124 00:05:57,181 --> 00:06:01,168 Sometimes, people do that when they care too much. 125 00:06:01,171 --> 00:06:04,021 They overreact and they feel bad about it later. 126 00:06:06,691 --> 00:06:09,024 You're not in trouble. 127 00:06:09,027 --> 00:06:10,028 Promise? 128 00:06:10,031 --> 00:06:12,232 I promise. 129 00:06:12,235 --> 00:06:13,235 Evan? 130 00:06:15,187 --> 00:06:16,688 Hey. 131 00:06:16,691 --> 00:06:18,222 What do you say we go to the store, 132 00:06:18,225 --> 00:06:20,778 and get you a new bike? 133 00:06:20,781 --> 00:06:22,228 - Really? - Yeah. 134 00:06:22,231 --> 00:06:24,278 I'll get my keys. 135 00:06:24,281 --> 00:06:26,751 Hey, maybe we'll grab some ice cream on the way back. 136 00:06:28,381 --> 00:06:29,878 They're really not mad. 137 00:06:29,881 --> 00:06:31,118 Told you. 138 00:06:31,121 --> 00:06:33,878 It's just what happens when they worry. 139 00:06:33,881 --> 00:06:35,718 Yeah. 140 00:07:17,581 --> 00:07:20,168 Evan! 141 00:07:33,714 --> 00:07:34,968 What? 142 00:07:37,203 --> 00:07:39,524 This explains so much about you. 143 00:07:39,527 --> 00:07:42,528 It's a miracle that you even survived childhood. 144 00:07:42,531 --> 00:07:44,240 It's a miracle he survived yesterday. 145 00:07:44,243 --> 00:07:46,054 It was the only way I could get their attention. 146 00:07:46,057 --> 00:07:47,458 Guess now we know why. 147 00:07:47,461 --> 00:07:49,608 They never wanted another kid. 148 00:07:49,611 --> 00:07:51,177 They just had me for parts. 149 00:07:51,180 --> 00:07:53,044 Defective parts, as it turned out. 150 00:07:53,047 --> 00:07:54,818 Hey, that's not on you. 151 00:07:54,821 --> 00:07:56,158 I doubt they would agree. 152 00:07:58,365 --> 00:07:59,708 Have you talked to them about it? 153 00:07:59,711 --> 00:08:00,812 What am I gonna say? 154 00:08:00,815 --> 00:08:02,976 "Hey, I'm really sorry about your dead son, 155 00:08:02,979 --> 00:08:05,044 but can we just talk about me for a minute?" 156 00:08:05,047 --> 00:08:07,048 Daniel wasn't their only son. 157 00:08:07,051 --> 00:08:09,548 You matter too, Buck. 158 00:08:09,551 --> 00:08:13,478 Sure. Just... just not to them. 159 00:08:13,481 --> 00:08:16,148 Sorry I'm late, Cap. 160 00:08:16,151 --> 00:08:18,752 Hey, can we talk in private? 161 00:08:18,755 --> 00:08:21,825 No need. Come on. They all heard the story. 162 00:08:23,481 --> 00:08:25,018 Look, I'm sorry I didn't tell you. 163 00:08:25,021 --> 00:08:27,828 - Believe me, I wanted to... - I get it. 164 00:08:27,831 --> 00:08:30,668 Maddie put you in a tough spot. 165 00:08:34,001 --> 00:08:35,461 She does that. 166 00:08:37,701 --> 00:08:40,328 You need to call her, Buck. 167 00:08:40,331 --> 00:08:43,038 She really wants to talk to you. 168 00:08:43,041 --> 00:08:44,721 So what did you wanna talk about? 169 00:08:46,331 --> 00:08:48,668 - Heard you got grounded again. - _ 170 00:08:48,671 --> 00:08:49,787 What'd you do? 171 00:08:49,790 --> 00:08:51,408 I tried out for the football team. 172 00:08:51,411 --> 00:08:52,838 And that got you grounded? 173 00:08:52,841 --> 00:08:55,492 Well, someone had to sign the permission slip. 174 00:08:55,495 --> 00:08:57,627 Hmm, guessing it wasn't either of our parents. 175 00:08:57,630 --> 00:08:59,008 Figured they'd just say no. 176 00:08:59,011 --> 00:09:01,368 You know how they are. They suck. 177 00:09:01,371 --> 00:09:02,848 Where are we? 178 00:09:02,851 --> 00:09:05,178 We used to live here. 179 00:09:05,181 --> 00:09:06,668 Really? 180 00:09:06,671 --> 00:09:08,688 I thought we always lived in Hershey. 181 00:09:08,691 --> 00:09:10,668 Guess you wouldn't remember. 182 00:09:10,671 --> 00:09:12,018 You were really little then. 183 00:09:12,021 --> 00:09:13,731 Why'd we move? 184 00:09:15,566 --> 00:09:17,664 Okay, I need to tell you something, 185 00:09:17,667 --> 00:09:20,768 and it's gonna sound crazy, but I need you to listen. 186 00:09:24,451 --> 00:09:26,038 Is that him again? 187 00:09:26,041 --> 00:09:27,358 Hold on. 188 00:09:27,361 --> 00:09:29,278 Hey, babe. 189 00:09:29,281 --> 00:09:30,728 Yeah. 190 00:09:30,731 --> 00:09:32,878 I'm with Evan. 191 00:09:32,881 --> 00:09:35,698 No, not yet. 192 00:09:35,701 --> 00:09:37,548 Of course I'll be home for dinner. 193 00:09:37,551 --> 00:09:40,368 Okay, love you too. 194 00:09:40,371 --> 00:09:41,411 Why's he always gotta know 195 00:09:41,414 --> 00:09:42,635 where you are and what you're doing? 196 00:09:42,638 --> 00:09:43,748 It's sweet. 197 00:09:43,751 --> 00:09:44,868 He cares about me. 198 00:09:44,871 --> 00:09:46,558 I don't like him. 199 00:09:49,711 --> 00:09:51,418 So you were gonna tell me something crazy? 200 00:09:57,003 --> 00:09:58,904 Doug got accepted to medical school. 201 00:09:58,907 --> 00:10:00,908 In Boston. 202 00:10:00,911 --> 00:10:04,768 He asked me to go with him, and I said yes. 203 00:10:04,771 --> 00:10:06,898 I applied to some nursing schools. 204 00:10:06,901 --> 00:10:09,228 I'm gonna go nights so I can work during the day, 205 00:10:09,231 --> 00:10:10,468 pay for it myself. 206 00:10:10,471 --> 00:10:12,032 That way. I won't need to ask Mom and Dad 207 00:10:12,035 --> 00:10:13,443 for anything ever again. 208 00:10:13,446 --> 00:10:15,924 You're leaving me? 209 00:10:15,927 --> 00:10:17,805 Boston's not that far. 210 00:10:17,808 --> 00:10:20,716 And I'm just a phone call away whenever you need me. 211 00:10:25,841 --> 00:10:28,078 Promise? 212 00:10:28,081 --> 00:10:30,268 Can't get rid of me that easy. 213 00:10:36,111 --> 00:10:37,968 Just wanted to make sure you were okay 214 00:10:37,971 --> 00:10:41,278 'cause you're not answering my calls. 215 00:10:41,281 --> 00:10:44,978 - Please just give me a chance to... - 29 years. 216 00:10:44,981 --> 00:10:48,358 Why is it now suddenly such an emergency? 217 00:10:48,361 --> 00:10:50,768 Because you won't talk to me. 218 00:10:50,771 --> 00:10:54,772 And you're here, working, and you probably shouldn't be. 219 00:10:54,775 --> 00:10:56,841 No, you don't get to take that away from me too. 220 00:10:56,844 --> 00:11:00,038 - I wasn't trying... - We were supposed to be a team. 221 00:11:00,041 --> 00:11:02,388 Us versus them. That's what we always said. 222 00:11:02,391 --> 00:11:04,599 But it turns out it was the three of you against me 223 00:11:04,602 --> 00:11:06,658 the whole time. 224 00:11:06,661 --> 00:11:08,458 And now, 225 00:11:08,461 --> 00:11:11,048 you're not here for me. 226 00:11:11,051 --> 00:11:13,498 You're here to make yourself feel better. 227 00:11:14,981 --> 00:11:17,468 Station 51, fifth alarm. 228 00:11:17,471 --> 00:11:19,572 Industrial complex fire. 229 00:11:19,575 --> 00:11:21,645 2351 East Boulevard. 230 00:11:44,161 --> 00:11:46,902 Okay, five-alarm fire. We're third on the scene. 231 00:11:46,905 --> 00:11:49,819 Captain Mehta from the 133 is IC. 232 00:11:49,822 --> 00:11:52,230 It's his show. You guys know what to do. 233 00:11:52,233 --> 00:11:54,333 Gear up and stand by for a size-up. 234 00:11:55,923 --> 00:11:57,750 Hand sanitizer factory. 235 00:11:57,753 --> 00:12:00,500 32 workers inside. We've accounted for 20. 236 00:12:00,503 --> 00:12:03,000 Sprinkler system's overtaxed, nonfunctional. 237 00:12:03,003 --> 00:12:04,864 We're trying to get the water flowing again. 238 00:12:04,867 --> 00:12:06,510 You can see where the hot zones are. 239 00:12:06,513 --> 00:12:07,840 That could change at any second. 240 00:12:07,843 --> 00:12:09,540 - Accelerants? - Everywhere. 241 00:12:09,543 --> 00:12:11,120 We have no idea where they're stored. 242 00:12:11,123 --> 00:12:12,840 They didn't file a certificate with the city? 243 00:12:12,843 --> 00:12:15,130 They did when they were a perfume factory. 244 00:12:15,133 --> 00:12:17,460 Converted to sanitizer when the pandemic hit. 245 00:12:17,463 --> 00:12:19,029 The place is packed with flammables, 246 00:12:19,032 --> 00:12:21,233 so, basically, it's a minefield in there. 247 00:12:21,236 --> 00:12:23,446 And a large one, so you stay with your teams. 248 00:12:23,449 --> 00:12:24,950 If you need to split off, 249 00:12:24,953 --> 00:12:27,200 you remember your hose line is your lifeline. 250 00:12:27,203 --> 00:12:29,352 You get lost, you find a wall. 251 00:12:29,355 --> 00:12:32,353 There are still 12 workers in there unaccounted for. 252 00:12:32,356 --> 00:12:34,853 Eddie and I will be joining the 133, 253 00:12:34,856 --> 00:12:36,914 searching on the Charlie side. 254 00:12:36,917 --> 00:12:39,695 Hen, Chim, Buck, you will be running a team 255 00:12:39,698 --> 00:12:41,723 with two firefighters from the 141. 256 00:12:41,726 --> 00:12:44,427 Your entry point is the alpha side. Let's go! 257 00:12:44,430 --> 00:12:45,773 - Copy that, Cap! - Copy that. 258 00:12:45,776 --> 00:12:46,853 Hey, Buck. 259 00:12:46,856 --> 00:12:48,853 Not now, Chim. 260 00:12:48,856 --> 00:12:50,857 You know you can't run away from this forever, right? 261 00:12:50,860 --> 00:12:53,230 Sure I can. It's the Buckley family way. 262 00:12:56,612 --> 00:12:58,213 - It's gonna be so weird without you. - _ 263 00:12:58,216 --> 00:12:59,434 Do Mom and Dad know yet? 264 00:12:59,437 --> 00:13:00,953 Maddie, we need to talk. 265 00:13:00,956 --> 00:13:02,213 Doug called. 266 00:13:02,216 --> 00:13:03,963 - He told us about Boston. - Oh, God. 267 00:13:03,966 --> 00:13:06,167 She's going to nursing school. You should congratulate her. 268 00:13:06,170 --> 00:13:08,171 Oh, don't be stupid, Evan. This is not good news. 269 00:13:08,174 --> 00:13:10,175 - Don't talk to him like that. - Evan? 270 00:13:10,178 --> 00:13:12,079 Why would you agree to go with him? 271 00:13:12,082 --> 00:13:14,663 Because I love him and he loves me. 272 00:13:22,286 --> 00:13:23,686 I need to tell you something. 273 00:13:24,625 --> 00:13:26,463 I'm leaving, Evan. 274 00:13:42,616 --> 00:13:45,283 Coming through! Coming through! 275 00:13:52,301 --> 00:13:54,302 Whoa, watch out! 276 00:13:54,305 --> 00:13:55,796 Knock it down, boys! 277 00:14:06,437 --> 00:14:08,104 To the left. 278 00:14:12,316 --> 00:14:15,074 IC, this is Buckley, 118. 279 00:14:15,077 --> 00:14:18,167 I got level four flammables inside the west side entry. 280 00:14:18,170 --> 00:14:20,200 Looks like about ten pressurized drums. 281 00:14:20,203 --> 00:14:21,304 Copy that, Buckley. 282 00:14:21,307 --> 00:14:23,140 Sprinkler systems are still down, 283 00:14:23,143 --> 00:14:24,144 so I'm sending in foam. 284 00:14:24,147 --> 00:14:25,548 All right, guys, let me know the level 285 00:14:25,551 --> 00:14:26,952 of involvement up ahead. 286 00:14:26,955 --> 00:14:28,974 The victims are toward that side of the building. 287 00:14:28,977 --> 00:14:30,224 Copy that. 288 00:14:35,397 --> 00:14:37,064 I wouldn't say all clear, 289 00:14:37,067 --> 00:14:39,920 but definitely clear enough for us to keep on moving. 290 00:14:39,923 --> 00:14:41,324 This way's no good. 291 00:14:41,327 --> 00:14:42,974 Great. Let's keep going. 292 00:14:46,667 --> 00:14:47,984 Wait, wait, here. 293 00:14:47,987 --> 00:14:49,962 Someone put towels under this door 294 00:14:49,965 --> 00:14:51,266 to keep the smoke out. 295 00:14:51,269 --> 00:14:53,627 Hey, I got people inside! 296 00:14:53,630 --> 00:14:55,318 Go, go, go, go! 297 00:14:55,321 --> 00:14:57,358 Scott, Lorenzo, let's go! 298 00:14:57,361 --> 00:14:58,749 Try to remain calm. 299 00:14:58,752 --> 00:15:00,130 We're gonna get you out of here, okay? 300 00:15:00,133 --> 00:15:01,534 IC, Captain Nash here. 301 00:15:01,537 --> 00:15:03,790 Be advised we have located seven victims, 302 00:15:03,793 --> 00:15:06,494 but we've had some accelerants ignite up here. 303 00:15:06,497 --> 00:15:08,134 We are separated from two of our team. 304 00:15:08,137 --> 00:15:10,264 Sending them back out. 305 00:15:10,267 --> 00:15:12,510 You guys hear that? They need help. 306 00:15:12,513 --> 00:15:14,214 That's clear across the factory! 307 00:15:14,217 --> 00:15:16,818 They lost two guys! We got plenty here. 308 00:15:16,821 --> 00:15:17,861 I should go. 309 00:15:20,197 --> 00:15:22,394 You're not wrong, Buck. 310 00:15:22,397 --> 00:15:24,444 And I don't say that to you very often. 311 00:15:24,447 --> 00:15:26,327 Go! 312 00:15:27,891 --> 00:15:29,521 Be careful! 313 00:15:31,948 --> 00:15:33,146 - Oh, Maddie... - _ 314 00:15:33,149 --> 00:15:35,369 Omar, did you give colitis guy Ibuprofen? 315 00:15:35,372 --> 00:15:36,913 - Because that could trigger symptoms... - Hang on. 316 00:15:36,916 --> 00:15:38,166 There's some kid in Exam 3. 317 00:15:38,169 --> 00:15:39,220 He insists on seeing you. 318 00:15:39,223 --> 00:15:40,624 Says you pinky sweared. 319 00:15:40,627 --> 00:15:42,557 I don't know what that is, but he won't leave. 320 00:15:44,227 --> 00:15:45,835 Maddie, you've gotta help me. 321 00:15:45,838 --> 00:15:47,491 Evan, what happened? 322 00:15:47,494 --> 00:15:48,894 I crashed my bike. 323 00:15:48,897 --> 00:15:50,584 - You what? - No, I'm all right. 324 00:15:50,587 --> 00:15:52,386 They patched me up at Presbyterian, 325 00:15:52,389 --> 00:15:54,659 but I needed to see you, like, right away. 326 00:15:55,807 --> 00:15:57,884 Omar, this is my brother, Evan. 327 00:15:57,887 --> 00:16:00,102 Oh, yeah. The football star. 328 00:16:00,105 --> 00:16:01,273 Yeah, hey. 329 00:16:01,276 --> 00:16:02,884 Let me know if you need anything. 330 00:16:02,887 --> 00:16:04,407 Maybe a sedative. 331 00:16:06,398 --> 00:16:08,404 Are you okay? No concussion? 332 00:16:08,407 --> 00:16:09,999 Look, I can't go home. 333 00:16:10,002 --> 00:16:11,550 What are you talking about? 334 00:16:11,553 --> 00:16:13,254 I got kicked out of school. 335 00:16:13,257 --> 00:16:14,274 Again? 336 00:16:14,277 --> 00:16:15,743 Wait, how do you even get 337 00:16:15,746 --> 00:16:17,647 kicked out of community college? 338 00:16:17,650 --> 00:16:20,081 Maybe you use your tuition money 339 00:16:20,084 --> 00:16:22,188 to make some cool modifications on your bike. 340 00:16:22,191 --> 00:16:23,249 Evan... 341 00:16:23,252 --> 00:16:26,624 There were also some keg parties that I bankrolled. 342 00:16:26,627 --> 00:16:28,414 Do they know about this? 343 00:16:28,417 --> 00:16:29,914 No. 344 00:16:29,917 --> 00:16:32,418 No, not yet, but if I go home like this, 345 00:16:32,421 --> 00:16:34,722 they're gonna find out a lot faster. 346 00:16:34,725 --> 00:16:36,723 What do you want me to do? 347 00:16:36,726 --> 00:16:39,154 Can't I just stay with you? 348 00:16:39,157 --> 00:16:41,685 I mean, I've hardly seen you since you and Doug moved back, 349 00:16:41,688 --> 00:16:43,521 and you got that nice big house, you know, 350 00:16:43,524 --> 00:16:46,304 maybe with a nice big guest room? 351 00:16:50,107 --> 00:16:52,630 It's Doug, isn't it? He hates me. 352 00:16:52,633 --> 00:16:53,694 No, no, no. He doesn't. 353 00:16:53,697 --> 00:16:54,853 He does not hate you. 354 00:16:54,856 --> 00:16:57,191 It's just... 355 00:16:57,194 --> 00:16:59,175 things are complicated at home. 356 00:16:59,178 --> 00:17:00,198 Well, try my home. 357 00:17:00,201 --> 00:17:02,134 It's got so much worse since you left. 358 00:17:02,137 --> 00:17:04,354 Mom and Dad think I'm a total loser, 359 00:17:04,357 --> 00:17:05,458 and I'm not, Maddie. 360 00:17:05,461 --> 00:17:07,714 I'm not, okay? 361 00:17:07,717 --> 00:17:10,124 I'm gonna be something. 362 00:17:10,127 --> 00:17:13,054 I just... I don't know what it is yet. 363 00:17:13,057 --> 00:17:16,054 Hey, of course you will. 364 00:17:16,057 --> 00:17:19,054 The way they look at me... 365 00:17:19,057 --> 00:17:21,964 through me... 366 00:17:21,967 --> 00:17:25,474 I can't live with that anymore. 367 00:17:25,477 --> 00:17:29,197 Look, we're gonna figure something out, okay? 368 00:17:30,357 --> 00:17:31,824 I promise. 369 00:17:49,427 --> 00:17:51,074 IC, be advised. 370 00:17:51,077 --> 00:17:53,396 That last explosion took out most of the supports in here. 371 00:17:53,399 --> 00:17:55,313 Structural integrity is not good. 372 00:17:55,316 --> 00:17:57,261 All teams, all teams, be advised. 373 00:17:57,264 --> 00:17:59,394 We are evacuating the structure. 374 00:17:59,397 --> 00:18:02,604 Repeat, full evacuation is in effect. 375 00:18:02,607 --> 00:18:04,393 IC, this is Buckley. 376 00:18:04,396 --> 00:18:06,103 One team found seven victims. 377 00:18:06,106 --> 00:18:07,330 Others got four. 378 00:18:07,333 --> 00:18:09,364 Means there's still someone in here. 379 00:18:09,367 --> 00:18:11,724 Yeah, we are aware, Buckley. 380 00:18:11,727 --> 00:18:13,514 But it's too unstable. 381 00:18:13,517 --> 00:18:15,768 We're just gonna leave someone behind? 382 00:18:15,771 --> 00:18:17,650 It's too dangerous to continue. 383 00:18:17,653 --> 00:18:20,354 You need to pull out, now. 384 00:18:20,357 --> 00:18:21,404 Copy you. 385 00:18:21,407 --> 00:18:23,524 On the move. 386 00:18:23,527 --> 00:18:25,706 Evacuate the building now! 387 00:18:25,709 --> 00:18:27,714 That's an order! 388 00:18:39,036 --> 00:18:40,837 You're reckless. 389 00:18:40,840 --> 00:18:44,415 You do dangerous things without giving them a second thought. 390 00:18:44,418 --> 00:18:46,540 You think you're indestructible, 391 00:18:46,543 --> 00:18:47,790 but you're not! 392 00:18:47,793 --> 00:18:49,121 People die! 393 00:18:49,124 --> 00:18:51,022 - Children die! - Margaret... 394 00:18:51,025 --> 00:18:52,493 What is that supposed to mean? 395 00:18:52,496 --> 00:18:56,274 It means that the world is an uncertain place, Evan, 396 00:18:56,277 --> 00:18:58,656 and you have to protect yourself. 397 00:18:58,659 --> 00:19:00,970 We can't do it for you. 398 00:19:00,973 --> 00:19:03,250 What were you even doing in that part of town? 399 00:19:03,253 --> 00:19:05,351 Why weren't you in class? 400 00:19:05,354 --> 00:19:07,140 I... 401 00:19:11,243 --> 00:19:12,994 - Evan? - Where are you going? 402 00:19:12,997 --> 00:19:14,698 Maddie! 403 00:19:14,701 --> 00:19:16,191 Oh! 404 00:19:18,803 --> 00:19:21,321 The timing was kinda awesome, actually. 405 00:19:21,324 --> 00:19:24,400 They were just asking me about... college. 406 00:19:24,403 --> 00:19:25,821 Get out. 407 00:19:27,325 --> 00:19:28,726 What is this? 408 00:19:28,729 --> 00:19:29,917 Ooh. 409 00:19:29,920 --> 00:19:31,918 Freedom. 410 00:19:31,921 --> 00:19:33,801 Your way out of here. Away from them. 411 00:19:35,913 --> 00:19:38,500 Wait, you... you're giving me the Jeep? 412 00:19:38,503 --> 00:19:40,250 Are you serious? 413 00:19:40,253 --> 00:19:42,481 Does Doug know? 414 00:19:42,484 --> 00:19:44,535 Look, I can give you a little bit of money to get started, 415 00:19:44,538 --> 00:19:46,439 and then you can go anywhere you want. 416 00:19:46,442 --> 00:19:50,300 I mean, this is amazing, but where am I gonna go? 417 00:19:50,303 --> 00:19:52,090 It doesn't matter. 418 00:19:52,093 --> 00:19:53,780 The point is to go 419 00:19:53,783 --> 00:19:56,891 as far away as you can, and... 420 00:19:56,894 --> 00:19:59,274 be happy. 421 00:20:01,123 --> 00:20:03,310 'Cause that's what you did? 422 00:20:03,313 --> 00:20:05,440 - Yeah. Yeah, exactly. - Oh, come on, Maddie. 423 00:20:05,443 --> 00:20:07,135 You don't have to pretend with me, all right? 424 00:20:07,138 --> 00:20:08,846 I know things aren't okay with Doug. 425 00:20:08,849 --> 00:20:11,450 It's like I said. It's just complicated. 426 00:20:11,453 --> 00:20:13,043 You know, most marriages are. 427 00:20:14,473 --> 00:20:17,300 Hey, what if you came with me? 428 00:20:17,303 --> 00:20:19,069 No more Mom and Dad. No more Doug. 429 00:20:19,072 --> 00:20:20,973 Just you and me against the world. 430 00:20:20,976 --> 00:20:22,776 You and me in the world. 431 00:20:25,313 --> 00:20:27,650 Mom would love it if I left him. 432 00:20:27,653 --> 00:20:30,554 It would be I-told-you-so's until the day she died. 433 00:20:30,557 --> 00:20:33,497 That's not a reason to stay miserable. 434 00:20:36,013 --> 00:20:38,010 - But where would we even go? - Doesn't matter. 435 00:20:38,013 --> 00:20:39,743 The point is to go. 436 00:20:41,333 --> 00:20:42,830 Oh, I did just say that, didn't I? 437 00:20:46,813 --> 00:20:49,020 - What would I tell Doug? - Don't tell him anything. 438 00:20:49,023 --> 00:20:50,690 You just leave him a note. 439 00:20:50,693 --> 00:20:52,690 He works the rest out when you don't come home. 440 00:20:56,902 --> 00:20:57,990 Yes. 441 00:20:57,993 --> 00:20:59,090 Yes? 442 00:20:59,093 --> 00:21:00,394 Yes. 443 00:21:00,397 --> 00:21:02,015 Let's get the hell out of here. 444 00:21:08,400 --> 00:21:10,908 LAFD! Anyone in here? 445 00:21:12,372 --> 00:21:14,910 Hey, hey! Hey, I can hear you! 446 00:21:14,913 --> 00:21:17,421 Keep making those noises. 447 00:21:17,424 --> 00:21:19,572 I'm on my way. 448 00:21:19,575 --> 00:21:22,763 LAFD! 449 00:21:25,065 --> 00:21:27,203 Hey! Hey! Hey, hey! 450 00:21:27,206 --> 00:21:28,796 Hey, hey, hey, are you hurt? 451 00:21:28,799 --> 00:21:30,500 I am lost. Too much smoke. 452 00:21:30,503 --> 00:21:32,441 It's okay. I'm gonna get you out of here. 453 00:21:32,444 --> 00:21:34,210 - Can you breathe? - This is helping. 454 00:21:34,213 --> 00:21:35,514 The fire is not. 455 00:21:35,517 --> 00:21:38,015 Then let's make it quick. Come on. 456 00:21:38,018 --> 00:21:39,426 Stay low. 457 00:21:44,806 --> 00:21:46,764 Over here. Come on. 458 00:21:49,598 --> 00:21:52,266 All right, back this way. 459 00:21:52,269 --> 00:21:53,727 Through here. Come on. 460 00:21:57,939 --> 00:21:59,937 I believe we are both lost now. 461 00:22:05,027 --> 00:22:06,528 _ 462 00:22:06,531 --> 00:22:08,189 Oh, Evan, Evan. 463 00:22:08,192 --> 00:22:10,020 Oh, hey. Maddie's friend, right? 464 00:22:10,023 --> 00:22:11,580 Hey, have you seen her? 465 00:22:11,583 --> 00:22:13,224 I was supposed to pick her up here, 466 00:22:13,227 --> 00:22:15,614 but I can't find her and she's not answering her phone. 467 00:22:15,617 --> 00:22:17,047 Yeah, she left this for you. 468 00:22:22,453 --> 00:22:23,620 Dear Evan, 469 00:22:23,623 --> 00:22:25,365 I'm sorry to tell you this way, 470 00:22:25,368 --> 00:22:27,010 but I can't leave with you. 471 00:22:27,013 --> 00:22:28,365 For one crazy minute, 472 00:22:28,368 --> 00:22:30,580 I really thought I could do it. 473 00:22:30,583 --> 00:22:32,202 But then reality set in 474 00:22:32,205 --> 00:22:34,250 and I realized that my life is here. 475 00:22:34,253 --> 00:22:35,770 But yours isn't. 476 00:22:35,773 --> 00:22:39,610 It's still ahead of you, and I want you to find it. 477 00:22:39,613 --> 00:22:42,020 Find the thing that makes you happy. 478 00:22:42,023 --> 00:22:44,360 The people that make you feel loved. 479 00:22:44,363 --> 00:22:46,640 This is your time now, Evan. 480 00:22:46,643 --> 00:22:48,450 Go find your place in the world 481 00:22:48,453 --> 00:22:50,200 and never look back. 482 00:23:03,663 --> 00:23:06,450 There. I think I see an exterior wall. 483 00:23:06,453 --> 00:23:08,304 Let us hope it is equipped with a door. 484 00:23:13,343 --> 00:23:15,650 Hey, what's your name? 485 00:23:15,653 --> 00:23:17,720 - Saleh. - Saleh. 486 00:23:17,723 --> 00:23:20,180 I think we're gonna have to walk across this gantry. 487 00:23:20,183 --> 00:23:22,230 You think you can make it? 488 00:23:22,233 --> 00:23:24,490 I would like nothing more than to make it. 489 00:23:24,493 --> 00:23:26,680 Same here. Let's do it. 490 00:23:32,353 --> 00:23:33,354 Move, move, move! 491 00:23:38,363 --> 00:23:40,443 Hang on! 492 00:23:49,349 --> 00:23:51,350 _ 493 00:23:51,353 --> 00:23:52,420 Maddie. 494 00:23:52,423 --> 00:23:54,190 Mailroom just sent this up. 495 00:23:54,193 --> 00:23:55,683 It's from your brother. 496 00:23:57,713 --> 00:24:00,759 Dear Maddie, bet you're surprised to hear from me. 497 00:24:00,762 --> 00:24:03,270 I'm done being mad at you. Mostly. 498 00:24:03,273 --> 00:24:05,214 Been bouncing up and down the East Coast 499 00:24:05,217 --> 00:24:07,779 for a few months now picking up some odd jobs. 500 00:24:07,782 --> 00:24:10,390 Haven't found my place yet, but I've met some cool people. 501 00:24:10,393 --> 00:24:12,602 Though no one as cool as you. I miss you. 502 00:24:12,605 --> 00:24:14,806 P.S. I'm sending these to the hospital 503 00:24:14,809 --> 00:24:17,070 'cause I don't trust Doug not to toss them in the trash. 504 00:24:17,073 --> 00:24:18,620 Have you left him yet? 505 00:24:23,003 --> 00:24:25,769 I finished school! Bartending school. 506 00:24:25,772 --> 00:24:28,790 I'm the coolest mixologist in Virginia Beach. 507 00:24:28,793 --> 00:24:30,785 I met this girl who likes to surf 508 00:24:30,788 --> 00:24:32,116 and I started learning. 509 00:24:32,119 --> 00:24:33,420 I really like the ocean. 510 00:24:33,423 --> 00:24:35,710 Maybe it's 'cause I never got to see it as a kid. 511 00:24:35,713 --> 00:24:37,411 When I'm out there, it just feels like 512 00:24:37,414 --> 00:24:39,250 there's nothing but possibility. 513 00:24:39,253 --> 00:24:41,380 There's no stopping me now. 514 00:24:44,743 --> 00:24:48,183 I stopped bartending. And surfing. 515 00:24:48,186 --> 00:24:51,307 That thing with the girl seriously did not work out. 516 00:24:51,310 --> 00:24:52,808 I'm doing construction now, 517 00:24:52,811 --> 00:24:55,429 working with these guys who frame houses all over. 518 00:24:55,432 --> 00:24:56,733 Guess it's kinda fun. 519 00:24:56,736 --> 00:24:59,730 Just me and the Jeep going wherever the work takes us. 520 00:25:03,418 --> 00:25:06,023 The Jeep took me all the way across the country. 521 00:25:06,026 --> 00:25:07,486 When I got to California, 522 00:25:07,489 --> 00:25:10,080 decided I'm gonna try and become a Navy SEAL. 523 00:25:10,083 --> 00:25:11,822 You don't have to fully enlist, 524 00:25:11,825 --> 00:25:13,711 and we know how much I like the ocean. 525 00:25:13,714 --> 00:25:15,697 I think Mom and Dad would be proud. 526 00:25:15,700 --> 00:25:17,787 I mean, these are the guys that got Bin Laden. 527 00:25:17,790 --> 00:25:19,688 The baddest of badasses, right? 528 00:25:19,691 --> 00:25:21,867 Hooyah. 529 00:25:21,870 --> 00:25:23,086 He quit the SEALs. 530 00:25:23,089 --> 00:25:24,657 Are you supposed to be reading those? 531 00:25:24,660 --> 00:25:26,403 I'm living vicariously. 532 00:25:26,406 --> 00:25:27,947 Oh, and he sent another pic. 533 00:25:27,950 --> 00:25:30,130 Is he gonna be an Indian next, because I feel like 534 00:25:30,133 --> 00:25:32,043 he's working his way through the Village People. 535 00:25:32,046 --> 00:25:33,047 Oh, my God. 536 00:25:33,050 --> 00:25:34,477 I quit the SEALs. 537 00:25:34,480 --> 00:25:36,273 They wanted robots with red eyes, 538 00:25:36,276 --> 00:25:37,477 and that ain't me. 539 00:25:37,480 --> 00:25:38,930 I'm working on this dude ranch, 540 00:25:38,933 --> 00:25:40,647 and it is serious. 541 00:25:40,650 --> 00:25:42,454 Big Sky country's beautiful too, 542 00:25:42,457 --> 00:25:45,557 but I gotta say, I do miss the ocean. 543 00:25:45,560 --> 00:25:47,459 I made it back to the ocean. 544 00:25:47,462 --> 00:25:49,290 It's gonna be too cold here soon, though, 545 00:25:49,293 --> 00:25:51,521 so I'm thinking of checking out Peru. 546 00:25:51,524 --> 00:25:52,525 Why Peru? 547 00:25:52,528 --> 00:25:53,977 One of my old ranch hand buddies 548 00:25:53,980 --> 00:25:55,307 tends bar down there now. 549 00:25:55,310 --> 00:25:57,567 I'm gonna be a mixologist again. 550 00:25:57,570 --> 00:26:00,187 Funny how life comes full circle. 551 00:26:00,190 --> 00:26:02,337 Full circle. 552 00:26:02,340 --> 00:26:03,987 More like going in circles. 553 00:26:07,160 --> 00:26:08,510 _ 554 00:26:10,176 --> 00:26:12,177 _ 555 00:26:12,180 --> 00:26:13,537 Yo, bartender! 556 00:26:13,540 --> 00:26:15,049 Otra cerveza, por favor. 557 00:26:15,052 --> 00:26:17,087 Ah, coming right up. 558 00:26:17,090 --> 00:26:19,870 Dude, we were just talking about you. 559 00:26:19,873 --> 00:26:22,401 Hershey, PA? That is so cool. 560 00:26:22,404 --> 00:26:24,231 That's, like, where chocolate was invented, man. 561 00:26:24,234 --> 00:26:26,222 Actually, it was invented down here. 562 00:26:26,225 --> 00:26:30,256 It was the Olmecs in ancient Mexico... okay. 563 00:26:31,354 --> 00:26:33,922 Here you go, man. Enjoy. 564 00:26:33,925 --> 00:26:35,701 Yo, you should come to LA with us, bruh. 565 00:26:35,704 --> 00:26:38,541 We got this bitching craftsman in Arcadia. 566 00:26:38,544 --> 00:26:39,711 You'd fit right in. 567 00:26:39,714 --> 00:26:41,471 Ocean's only an hour away. 568 00:26:41,474 --> 00:26:43,381 You guys all live together? 569 00:26:43,384 --> 00:26:45,892 Yeah. Kind of a family. 570 00:26:45,895 --> 00:26:48,523 "You go, we go". 571 00:26:48,526 --> 00:26:50,234 Like the movie? 572 00:26:50,237 --> 00:26:52,497 _ 573 00:26:55,190 --> 00:26:57,728 So tell me about LA. 574 00:27:10,424 --> 00:27:12,111 Saleh! 575 00:27:12,114 --> 00:27:14,515 Thank you for attempting to save me. 576 00:27:14,518 --> 00:27:17,608 It appears this vat had a different plan. 577 00:27:30,804 --> 00:27:33,281 It is also very heavy. 578 00:27:44,314 --> 00:27:46,987 I'm gonna need you to try and stay calm, okay? 579 00:27:46,990 --> 00:27:48,487 I'm gonna get this thing off you. 580 00:27:48,490 --> 00:27:50,637 I'm gonna get you out of here. 581 00:27:50,640 --> 00:27:52,157 You will need to hurry. 582 00:27:55,480 --> 00:27:57,267 Let's get 02 on these people 583 00:27:57,270 --> 00:27:59,687 and get a wide open line of fluids. 584 00:27:59,690 --> 00:28:02,630 - Watch your step. - Head over there. 585 00:28:04,688 --> 00:28:06,356 Where's Buck? 586 00:28:06,359 --> 00:28:07,827 Could ask you the same question. 587 00:28:07,830 --> 00:28:10,266 He split off when you lost two of your guys. 588 00:28:10,269 --> 00:28:13,210 IC, this is Buckley, 118. 589 00:28:13,213 --> 00:28:16,706 Buckley, did you ignore my direct order to evacuate? 590 00:28:16,709 --> 00:28:19,404 - He does that sometimes. - I got the last victim. 591 00:28:19,407 --> 00:28:22,047 But this sanitizer has ignited all around me. 592 00:28:23,932 --> 00:28:25,133 I wanna say I'm near 593 00:28:25,136 --> 00:28:26,967 the northeast corner Delta wall, 594 00:28:26,970 --> 00:28:28,557 but I'm not sure. 595 00:28:28,560 --> 00:28:30,393 Sure could use some sprinkler action. 596 00:28:30,396 --> 00:28:31,697 They online yet? 597 00:28:31,700 --> 00:28:33,716 Negative. We got you. 598 00:28:33,719 --> 00:28:35,607 Hang tight. We're gonna get you both out. 599 00:28:35,610 --> 00:28:37,897 Rick team, Rick team, deploy. 600 00:28:37,900 --> 00:28:40,153 Delta entrance, repeat, Delta entrance, 601 00:28:40,156 --> 00:28:41,357 northeast corner. 602 00:28:41,360 --> 00:28:43,114 Rescue team's coming to you, Buckley. 603 00:28:43,117 --> 00:28:45,004 Copy you. Not going anywhere. 604 00:29:00,527 --> 00:29:02,944 _ 605 00:29:02,947 --> 00:29:04,284 Dear Maddie, 606 00:29:04,287 --> 00:29:05,954 hope you're still getting these. 607 00:29:05,957 --> 00:29:08,284 California is amazing. 608 00:29:08,287 --> 00:29:09,624 I think you'd like it here. 609 00:29:09,627 --> 00:29:11,274 It's a hard place to feel sad. 610 00:29:11,277 --> 00:29:13,864 Maybe it's all the sunshine. 611 00:29:13,867 --> 00:29:17,824 Today is my first day as a probationary firefighter. 612 00:29:17,827 --> 00:29:19,484 That's right. I made it through. 613 00:29:19,487 --> 00:29:20,964 Wish me luck. 614 00:29:20,967 --> 00:29:23,405 P.S. There were three other Evans in my class, 615 00:29:23,408 --> 00:29:25,874 so everyone calls me Buck now. 616 00:29:25,877 --> 00:29:28,384 I kinda like it. 617 00:29:35,677 --> 00:29:38,554 - Cap. - Yup. 618 00:29:38,557 --> 00:29:41,344 Hi. Evan Buckley, new recruit? 619 00:29:41,347 --> 00:29:43,837 I was told to report to Captain Nash. 620 00:29:45,910 --> 00:29:47,858 - You know a Captain Nash? - Mm-mm. 621 00:29:47,861 --> 00:29:49,381 You? You? 622 00:29:50,647 --> 00:29:53,684 Uh... um... 623 00:29:53,687 --> 00:29:54,694 Take a seat, Evan. 624 00:29:56,577 --> 00:29:59,174 Uh, Buck. Everyone just calls me Buck. 625 00:29:59,177 --> 00:30:02,584 Welcome to the 118, Buck. 626 00:30:02,587 --> 00:30:04,584 Thank you. 627 00:30:04,587 --> 00:30:06,095 This is amazing. 628 00:30:06,098 --> 00:30:07,620 Is it always like this? 629 00:30:07,623 --> 00:30:08,624 Always. 630 00:30:08,627 --> 00:30:11,374 Well, when Bobby's in the captain's chair, anyways. 631 00:30:11,377 --> 00:30:12,847 Then I might be in the right place. 632 00:30:18,937 --> 00:30:21,364 You okay? 633 00:30:21,367 --> 00:30:25,077 This is a relative term. But I am all right. 634 00:30:38,877 --> 00:30:40,630 What are you looking for? 635 00:30:40,633 --> 00:30:42,534 I was a fire marshal once. 636 00:30:42,537 --> 00:30:44,534 This is a factory. 637 00:30:44,537 --> 00:30:46,529 They're required to have fire extinguishers 638 00:30:46,532 --> 00:30:48,224 three feet off the... 639 00:30:48,227 --> 00:30:50,384 ground. 640 00:30:50,387 --> 00:30:52,569 Okay, I think I got one, Sa... 641 00:30:52,572 --> 00:30:53,712 Saleh? 642 00:30:58,620 --> 00:31:00,734 Here you go. Just breathe. 643 00:31:00,737 --> 00:31:02,144 Just breathe. 644 00:31:02,147 --> 00:31:04,200 But how will you breathe? 645 00:31:04,203 --> 00:31:06,704 I'm gonna hold it. 646 00:31:06,707 --> 00:31:08,805 For how long? 647 00:31:08,808 --> 00:31:10,566 As long as I can. 648 00:31:15,311 --> 00:31:16,719 Okay. 649 00:31:22,997 --> 00:31:24,164 I got it! 650 00:31:35,957 --> 00:31:38,754 Saleh. 651 00:31:40,427 --> 00:31:42,294 Hey, come on. 652 00:31:42,297 --> 00:31:44,998 Come on. Hey. 653 00:31:45,001 --> 00:31:46,519 Breathe. Breathe. 654 00:33:34,707 --> 00:33:36,794 You okay? 655 00:33:36,797 --> 00:33:40,054 I got lost, Bobby. 656 00:33:40,057 --> 00:33:42,383 I went off on my own, and two seconds later, 657 00:33:42,386 --> 00:33:44,134 I didn't know where the hell I was standing. 658 00:33:44,137 --> 00:33:46,084 Buck, that place is a maze. 659 00:33:46,087 --> 00:33:49,177 And no one was surprised that you stayed in there, Buck. 660 00:33:51,317 --> 00:33:53,224 I almost gave up. 661 00:33:56,437 --> 00:33:59,394 If you guys hadn't come in, then... 662 00:33:59,397 --> 00:34:00,677 But we did. 663 00:34:01,937 --> 00:34:03,394 And we always will. 664 00:34:15,427 --> 00:34:17,574 They said it was a big one. 665 00:34:17,577 --> 00:34:18,954 They weren't kidding. 666 00:34:18,957 --> 00:34:20,766 Firefighter Buckley here pulled out 667 00:34:20,769 --> 00:34:21,970 the very last victim. 668 00:34:21,973 --> 00:34:24,174 Of course he did. 669 00:34:24,177 --> 00:34:27,105 Yeah, then everyone else had to pull me out. 670 00:34:27,108 --> 00:34:29,446 Well, I'm sure whoever you saved is just glad 671 00:34:29,449 --> 00:34:31,227 you were being Buck. 672 00:34:31,230 --> 00:34:33,264 I don't even know what that means. 673 00:34:36,807 --> 00:34:39,304 You never give up. 674 00:34:39,307 --> 00:34:42,343 That's what being Buck means to me. 675 00:34:42,346 --> 00:34:45,634 But whatever you do, don't stop. 676 00:35:09,012 --> 00:35:10,813 Clean bill of health from the docs. 677 00:35:10,816 --> 00:35:13,254 Glad to hear it. 678 00:35:13,257 --> 00:35:14,584 Show-off. 679 00:35:14,587 --> 00:35:16,274 I had to do it. 680 00:35:16,277 --> 00:35:18,634 I know you did. 681 00:35:18,637 --> 00:35:19,897 You got some visitors. 682 00:35:36,783 --> 00:35:38,584 Hi. 683 00:35:38,587 --> 00:35:41,087 Hope you weren't... 684 00:35:42,447 --> 00:35:44,784 waiting long. 685 00:35:44,787 --> 00:35:48,134 The other firefighters were very kind. 686 00:35:48,137 --> 00:35:50,225 We got to hear a lot of stories about you. 687 00:35:50,228 --> 00:35:52,898 They seem to like you a great deal. 688 00:35:55,007 --> 00:35:58,294 Yeah, I... 689 00:35:58,297 --> 00:36:00,464 I like them too. 690 00:36:07,067 --> 00:36:08,947 I don't even know where to start. 691 00:36:12,327 --> 00:36:15,074 I'm sorry. 692 00:36:15,077 --> 00:36:16,537 About Daniel. 693 00:36:17,947 --> 00:36:20,504 I can't imagine what that must have felt like 694 00:36:20,507 --> 00:36:23,154 to not be able to save someone you love. 695 00:36:26,507 --> 00:36:28,034 Evan... 696 00:36:28,037 --> 00:36:29,037 Buck. 697 00:36:30,677 --> 00:36:32,034 Buck. 698 00:36:32,037 --> 00:36:34,424 That is... that's what people who know me... 699 00:36:34,427 --> 00:36:36,254 that's what they call me. 700 00:36:36,257 --> 00:36:38,557 Okay. Buck. 701 00:36:40,677 --> 00:36:43,214 You have to know, 702 00:36:43,217 --> 00:36:46,514 we never blamed you. 703 00:36:46,517 --> 00:36:49,344 None of this was your fault. 704 00:36:54,017 --> 00:36:57,354 I still wish I could've done more. 705 00:36:57,357 --> 00:36:59,284 Buck... 706 00:36:59,287 --> 00:37:01,747 you were born to save someone. 707 00:37:03,117 --> 00:37:06,214 And that's what you do. 708 00:37:06,217 --> 00:37:09,384 Every day. We are so proud of you. 709 00:37:13,467 --> 00:37:16,554 Did that go okay? 710 00:37:16,557 --> 00:37:20,044 Yeah. Yeah, I think so. 711 00:37:20,047 --> 00:37:22,389 Is it gonna be okay with Maddie? 712 00:37:22,392 --> 00:37:23,740 Chim, I can't... 713 00:37:23,743 --> 00:37:25,544 You're totally allowed to be mad at her. 714 00:37:25,547 --> 00:37:27,248 But if you can find a way to forgive them, 715 00:37:27,251 --> 00:37:29,161 you've gotta find a way to forgive her. 716 00:37:30,387 --> 00:37:31,785 She should've told me. 717 00:37:31,788 --> 00:37:34,659 She didn't want you to think that you weren't wanted. 718 00:37:34,662 --> 00:37:35,730 That you weren't loved. 719 00:37:35,733 --> 00:37:37,400 You know what? I wasn't. 720 00:37:37,403 --> 00:37:39,104 Yes, you were. By her. 721 00:37:39,107 --> 00:37:40,807 She sent me away, Chim. 722 00:37:42,433 --> 00:37:45,000 I needed her, and she wasn't there. 723 00:37:45,003 --> 00:37:46,748 She just handed me keys to a car, 724 00:37:46,751 --> 00:37:48,052 sent me on my way 725 00:37:48,055 --> 00:37:49,865 so that I didn't mess up her life. 726 00:37:52,083 --> 00:37:53,600 The Jeep? 727 00:37:53,603 --> 00:37:55,090 That's what you're talking about? 728 00:37:55,093 --> 00:37:56,940 Of course you know about that. 729 00:37:56,943 --> 00:37:59,780 More than you, apparently. 730 00:37:59,783 --> 00:38:01,020 Dear Evan, 731 00:38:01,023 --> 00:38:02,780 I'm sorry to tell you this way, 732 00:38:02,783 --> 00:38:05,260 but I can't leave with you. 733 00:38:05,263 --> 00:38:06,640 For one crazy minute, 734 00:38:06,643 --> 00:38:09,140 I really thought I could do it. 735 00:38:09,143 --> 00:38:10,770 But then reality set in 736 00:38:10,773 --> 00:38:12,810 and I realized that my life is here. 737 00:38:16,827 --> 00:38:18,667 You should've gone with him. 738 00:38:20,385 --> 00:38:21,816 I think Doug made it pretty clear 739 00:38:21,819 --> 00:38:23,320 what would happen if I left. 740 00:38:23,323 --> 00:38:25,970 - Maybe your brother could help. - No. 741 00:38:25,973 --> 00:38:27,830 Evan should never know. 742 00:38:36,796 --> 00:38:38,356 Hi. Did you... 743 00:38:42,973 --> 00:38:44,390 I'm gonna give you guys a minute. 744 00:38:51,813 --> 00:38:54,293 So Mom and Dad came to the firehouse. 745 00:38:56,023 --> 00:38:57,753 Wanted me to forgive them. 746 00:38:59,583 --> 00:39:00,753 I did. 747 00:39:02,083 --> 00:39:03,530 Wow. 748 00:39:03,533 --> 00:39:04,851 That must have been difficult. 749 00:39:04,854 --> 00:39:06,404 The thing is, not really. 750 00:39:08,013 --> 00:39:10,330 'Cause it's hard to feel betrayed by someone 751 00:39:10,333 --> 00:39:12,763 that you didn't really think you could count on anyway. 752 00:39:15,023 --> 00:39:18,100 And easy to lash out on the person 753 00:39:18,103 --> 00:39:19,903 that you know is always gonna forgive you. 754 00:39:21,603 --> 00:39:22,773 I know that I hurt you. 755 00:39:24,220 --> 00:39:25,221 And if I could take it back... 756 00:39:25,224 --> 00:39:27,220 But I keep thinking about that. 757 00:39:27,223 --> 00:39:30,640 What life would be like if I would've known. 758 00:39:30,643 --> 00:39:32,280 Would I still be me? 759 00:39:32,283 --> 00:39:34,783 Oh, I'm pretty sure you would always be Buck. 760 00:39:36,873 --> 00:39:40,690 Would you... 761 00:39:40,693 --> 00:39:43,827 would you tell me about Daniel? 762 00:39:43,830 --> 00:39:45,431 I can't ask Mom and Dad, 763 00:39:45,434 --> 00:39:47,435 but I would like to know what he's like. 764 00:39:47,438 --> 00:39:50,026 Yeah. 765 00:39:50,029 --> 00:39:53,909 Yeah, it would be nice to talk about him again. 766 00:39:58,063 --> 00:40:00,140 Tell me the truth. 767 00:40:00,143 --> 00:40:02,076 I don't have one of these, do I? 768 00:40:05,883 --> 00:40:07,740 You know what? Stay right there. 769 00:40:16,913 --> 00:40:20,490 I don't have a box, but here. 770 00:40:20,493 --> 00:40:22,830 You kept these? 771 00:40:22,833 --> 00:40:24,963 Why, you thought I would throw them away? 772 00:40:27,413 --> 00:40:31,260 When you left Doug, you only had two suitcases. 773 00:40:31,263 --> 00:40:34,193 And everything that mattered the most was inside them. 774 00:40:35,933 --> 00:40:38,840 No matter how hard it got, I always had these. 775 00:40:40,683 --> 00:40:42,250 I always had you. 776 00:40:53,459 --> 00:40:55,360 Well, you need to be more careful. 777 00:40:55,363 --> 00:40:58,790 Because if this had happened when you were alone, 778 00:40:58,793 --> 00:41:00,660 you could have died. 779 00:41:00,663 --> 00:41:02,460 I'm gonna be something. 780 00:41:02,463 --> 00:41:05,490 I just... I don't know what it is yet. 781 00:41:05,493 --> 00:41:08,150 Hey, of course you will. 782 00:41:08,153 --> 00:41:10,780 Being a firefighter is my life. 783 00:41:10,783 --> 00:41:13,197 Without that, I don't have... 784 00:41:13,200 --> 00:41:16,550 You will still be Buck. 785 00:41:16,553 --> 00:41:19,460 Okay? And we will all love you. 786 00:41:19,463 --> 00:41:21,330 Surprise! 787 00:41:24,223 --> 00:41:25,510 Come on! 788 00:41:40,573 --> 00:41:43,980 You're never gonna be left behind. 789 00:41:43,983 --> 00:41:45,983 Okay? No matter what. 790 00:41:48,003 --> 00:41:49,360 You promise? 791 00:41:49,363 --> 00:41:51,820 I promise. 792 00:41:57,333 --> 00:41:58,830 I promise. 793 00:42:04,193 --> 00:42:06,360 We always had each other. 794 00:42:53,980 --> 00:42:58,030 - Synced and corrected by Firefly - - www.addic7ed.com -